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F.M.L >_<

Fri Jan 15, 2010, 4:08 PM
Okay. This is it. I have had it with all this shit! I am sick and tired of people talking about me behind my back, as if I am nothing. Even my "close" friends have done it, at some point or another. I honestly don't know who I can trust any more. Who can I turn to to cheer me up when I'm feeling down? Because I do feel down, much as everyone expects me to be happy.

I keep it pent up inside, self-destructing. Always have, and most likely always will. Ofc, my problems are "insignificant" compared to everyone elses', but sometimes it doesn't feel like that. Who is actually there to help me when I need them? No one,that's who. They're all too wrapped up in their own lives to help me. And I don't blame them. Sometimes I wonder that if I was to disappear or go missing, that no one would care, or even notice to be perfectly honest.

So I'm just gonna sit here in my own self-destruct spiral and hopefully the feeling will pass.

To anyone reading this...This is a VENT. I do not mean to appear selfish/childish etc. The idea was to get this out of my system.

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  • Mood: Shitty
  • Listening to: Nothing Personal :D
  • Reading: Manga
  • Watching: Jack shit :)
  • Playing: Absolutely nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Blood ;D

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I am Mel. I am unique. You will probably never meet anyone like me xD I'm mainly crazy and hyper, but can drop right down at the flick of a switch.
Adam Gontier is my obsession forever <3
My Passion is also a new obsession of mine ^^

Devious Info

  • Interests: Drawing, reading, writing, sleeping and eating. The Objectives Of Life :-P
  • Favourite movie: Twilight, at the momment
  • Favourite band or musician: Three Days Grace! =D
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, metal, alternative...
  • Favourite artist: Again,so many to chose from. A manga artist of course!
  • Favourite poet or writer: O.o so many to chose from...
  • Favourite style of art: Manga
  • Operating System: XP til my computer is fixed -_-;
  • MP3 player of choice: Somin' out of tesco til my birthday...
  • Shell of choice: Huh?What's that...
  • Favourite cartoon character: Cartoon? Where's anime/manga?!! Okay, favourite manga/anime character: Kisshu from TMM ^^
  • Personal Quote: Sweet. Oooerrr....
  • Tools of the Trade: My brain,pencils etc

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Mood: Wow! ~WolfArtistGirl Jan 10, 2010, 7:33:36 PM
I really like your art work, too! keep it up

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You can stand me up at the gates of hell, but i won't back down!
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I'm the outcast, the loner. But I will always know the right from wrong. So why is that I am like this?
Wolf Artist or WolfArtistGirl
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~7-Lone-wolf-7 Jan 15, 2010, 4:39:02 PM
I'll try! :P

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When all else fails, grin like a mad woman =D

I tried to make it through my life...in my way, there's you.

Please check out my gallery =] I'm trying to improve, so concrit is very welcome ^-^
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~WolfArtistGirl Jan 15, 2010, 7:36:00 PM
I seen your Journal -F.M.L.- and now I feel so sorry for you! You can talk to me whenever you please! I don't do things like that! Look up to me if you need to!

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You can stand me up at the gates of hell, but i won't back down!
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I'm the outcast, the loner. But I will always know the right from wrong. So why is that I am like this?
Wolf Artist or WolfArtistGirl
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~7-Lone-wolf-7 Jan 16, 2010, 2:24:25 AM
Thank you ^^ I wasn't really looking for sympathy lol, but okay xD

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When all else fails, grin like a mad woman =D

I tried to make it through my life...in my way, there's you.

Please check out my gallery =] I'm trying to improve, so concrit is very welcome ^-^
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Mood: Cheerful ~WolfArtistGirl Jan 16, 2010, 12:22:06 PM
:)

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You can stand me up at the gates of hell, but i won't back down!
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I'm the outcast, the loner. But I will always know the right from wrong. So why is that I am like this?
Wolf Artist or WolfArtistGirl
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~LolStupidMonkey Jan 9, 2010, 12:32:24 PM
Thanks for the :+fav:s!

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"The difference between intelligence and stupidity?
Well,it's obvious:
unlike stupidity,intelligence's got limits"
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~7-Lone-wolf-7 Jan 9, 2010, 2:19:51 PM
That's okay ^^ Any time, you're a good artist =]

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When all else fails, grin like a mad woman =D

I tried to make it through my life...in my way, there's you.

Please check out my gallery =] I'm trying to improve, so concrit is very welcome ^-^
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~LocoOmoKatze Jul 30, 2009, 2:10:53 PM
Thanks for the fave =)

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"It's better to try and fail than to never try at all." -Aru//Al

Sometimes I wonder... is there any justice in this world or is it make believe?
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*Kei-Ago Jun 21, 2009, 7:17:58 AM
*tags and runs*

look at my journal for stuffs xD

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When you bury your face in your hands, and wish you'd never been born, he'll look up at you with big true eyes that say "Well, You've always got me."
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*Kei-Ago Jun 14, 2009, 8:02:31 AM
thanks for the fave x D

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When you bury your face in your hands, and wish you'd never been born, he'll look up at you with big true eyes that say "Well, You've always got me."
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